The exams are finally over!! The exhausting and dreadful finals are finally over!! All the anxiety and studying, adieu!! (Well, PMR and SPM are far worst than this, but let's just take one step at a time..)

And I'm back here blogging crap after getting permission from my father to use the PC (Well, not exactly, I didn't get exact permission from him, just the password to the PC..).

I wonder if I can relax just now..There's still the RESULTS. R-E-S-U-L-T-S. I'm really worried for my BM. And my Science. And my Geography. And my KH.And my Sejarah. And my English. Almost all of them I guess.When can the anxiety stop?

But at least there's the Deepavali holidays to look forward to. I think we will have five days off. This week to be exact. But not to be confirmed yet cos teacher didn't say anything..Elaine started her holidays already today.On the plus side, the year-end holidays are starting the week after next. Something great to look forward to.

Since the exams are over, drawing resumes. I promised three people that I would hand in their "orders" after the exams. I better start work now or else there would be no time. I have two other "major" paintings to complete for my mom's new house too. But I would so like to do so much other things too. There's the character devolopment for my new collaboration with my cousins. I wanted to at least draft out the bad guys of the story but guess that will have to wait till the holidays. But at least I drew the height chart for my main characters..There's 14 of them! And I don't know who should I make the main character.(It used to be an old story/comic I did when I was 10, and now I'm digging it out to again to make a concrete storyline out of it, trust me, the old one is so hilarious and full of nonsense that I couldn't help surpress my laughter when I read them again..)And I want to read manga online, and watch more anime online too. (My sis finished all of that when I was sitting for the finals, good gracious.She has been spending most of the time reading manga online and playing the Harry Potter PC game since her UPSR ended..)

Someone please wake me up now that November has officially started.


I touched the bonds that have gone cold, with my fingers
The cracks in my heart crumble
My body wanders about, wow...

I disappear into a shapeless darkness
My faded memories are far away
The thing that I'm searching for is a mirage

"I'm hoisting the future up, far in the distance..."

My far off memories are of a world that shined
I look up to the sky, and call my dreams to mind
The scenery that we met each other in, in the endless night
Can't see the end of the days that we spent together
Even though we're this far away from each other
The shining light will arrive at where you are
And a miracle should make your wish come true

The things that I've lost, are my accumulated memories
A promise is hidden inside of my heart
I paint a picture of tomorrow, wow...

It echoes out soundlessly in my heart
I follow the night sky that's getting further away
Even now, I remember the words that we said to each other

"I'm hoisting the future up, far in the distance..."

Passing through time, in this changing world
I searched for the future, the chipped sky
The beating of my heart, in the unending night
Skims through, trembling, and echoes
Even though the twinkling light has gone away
It will arrive in your dreams, no matter where you are
And a miracle should make your wish come true


My far off memories are of a world that shined
I look up to the sky, and call my dreams to mind
The scenery that we met each other in, in the endless night
Can't see the end of the days that we spent together
Even though we're this far away from each other
The shining light will arrive at where you are
And a miracle should make your wish come true